I don’t think I will be raped this morning but at the least there is a possibility of forced intercourse which might also be considered rape. I don’t think it will really happen, probably. He is a huge man, so it is definitely something he could accomplish if he set his mind to it. That is the part where this will either come together or fall apart: him setting his mind to it. He’s set his mind to things before and I’ve had to push him away each of those times. The problem is that sometimes I was a second or two late in the pushing; all of the small doses I shouldn’t have encouraged.
Reminding him he has a girlfriend doesn’t seem to be very effective. Relationship facts don’t seem to concern him. Sometimes this problem is mutual. I shouldn’t be so welcoming sometimes. I probably should act appropriately more often. I am a double-edged sword or a stupid woman.
Yesterday he told me he had a Christmas present for me: a perfect square and in his wallet. He said some more things and then he did some things that he’d never done before and things I would’ve never agreed to. Things are escalating. He reminded me we’d be alone for four hours this morning. I made a strong voice and my mouth said sentences that indicated he’d better leave me alone. He laughed in a way that made me feel I should lock doors. I honestly don’t think he will rape me, but I still wore a belt with these jeans and I wouldn’t be fully coming clean if I didn’t mention I put on these pink and black lace panties this morning, just in case.
3 brave people:
boom!
oh snap, brilliant first sentence. and last. and the middle ones.
oh, look, my word verification is "the guy from weird science (not anthony michael hall)" but i can't remember his name. hold on i'll look it up. ah, it's ilan mitchell-smith. hmm, i woulda never got that. these word verifications are getting harder.
The sexy panties always do the trick.
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